I have so many urges to cut. The doctors want to put me on a pill that helps quell cravings. Says it might help. I dont want help with cutttinnggg. I just want help with my moods. Ill handle the cutting on my own time.But another part of me wants to stop. Stop cutting, and get 100 % better. But I struggle. Sometimes I want to stop, but a lot of the time I dont. I struggle with the urges and wiether I am ready to stop or not.